You decide, you decide;
Don't waste my time.
I guess everyone reaches points in their life when they don't know who their true friends are. After going through times that test your friendship, that test to see if you're really supposed to be together, you'd think that you wouldn't have to have second thoughts. When you have a group of close friends, eight or nine in my case, you think you're golden. I mean, wouldn't you rather have a few close friends than a bunch of regular friends? I would. At times like these though, you have no choice but to second guess things. Is it right to stay together? What would it be like if we weren't together?
Tonight I'm not so happy with one of my friends. Why you may ask? Well, let's call my friend "Bob". I asked Bob if we were still going to get together one day. He replied saying that he did not know and asked what the plans were again. I ran the plans by him once more only to then be told that Bob wanted to hang out with "Dave". This means that Bob decided to figure out his options for that evening and in the end he would choose which plans he liked better. Obviously, these plans weren't mine. If you were really my "best friend" Bob, you wouldn't tell me you'd be with me and then ditch for your "lover".
Honestly, I want to move. Not just because of my friends, of course, just because I would love to live somewhere else. In New Jersey near the beach, in Long Island, White Plains, just not here. I need a change. I don't live close enough to the city. I need to leave NEAR the city; New York City. I'm talking half hour, one hour, or a little over an hour. Not SIX hours.
If only, if only..
Until next time.
x.
o.
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